Life is a flow

I have a very bad habit! I think that if I do something once it will always be that way, for example...if I try to lose weight and I don't I think that whatever I did that time did not work. So I change it, instead of changing me and my view and outlook. I also think that if I need something now I will need it later. What I have to learn is that life is a flow and if change need to hapen it needs to be in my own mind not any extrior things. I am the cataylst for change in my life! I don't ever take into condideration other factors that enevidably are not the same, like I have tried dieting before but then I was not 33 years old, and I had a sick Mom to care for and a new marriage. Now I have since burried my Mom and my marriage is not so new and I have other added factors so what I need to do is change my view! I feel like I have done that now.

I know what I need to do to lose weight, not only have I been on almost every diet known to man, but I still have most of them in my drawer in my computer room! I have at least 3 (Weight Watchers, Jenny Craig, LA weightloss). So all I have to do is implement! Which thank God I am doing now. I have been consistant for one week over all, I have been doing other things for over a month now, but I am talking diet and excersise for one week.

So now, I have truely changed my life!

Life has been kicking me in the butt!

So, I have been MIA so much lately! I have been getting my christmas cards. Which I have posted. So let's get caught up! I had a great Thanksgiving, I went shopping with my sister-in-laws! One of them it was her first time and she had a blast! The other one is not going with me again! LOL She wasted so much time, looking at stuff that was not on SALE!! If you have ever been shopping after thanksgiving you know all of the sales end early, so you have to get in and get your stuff and get to the next store!

Next DH got a job on the road and he was gone for a while, then his contract ended and he was back to looking for work! So he has had so many job interviews I decided to hit the road with him and so we have been to OK, AZ and I am not sure where to next!

Next, I will be getting another foster doggy I think? Not sure yet I have to call to get the details, and tell her about my schedule! Anyway, see you all soon!